going going... gone [?]
im strange because im supressing feelings of "suckiness" at the moment. inferiority is sinking through the skin and seeping closer to the core. burning... melting... falling... deeper. lost.
posted by ariel @ 8:05 PM
if i ever feel better
About Me
- Name: ariel
- Location: United States
i'm witty and pseudo-charming, when i "want" to be. i'm also down a lot and contemplate life more than i live it. i love a boy named randall. i'm a cynic and and a christian, and somehow it works. i dedicated my life to God 2 years ago, and intend on living for Him forever despite my struggles with even wanting to live often times. i like listening to my music and finding new music. i also love random clothing items and hugs. there's not much to know but so much to find out about me.
Previous Posts
- in too deep
- precariousness meets the evil mao
- on death's bed
- if the silence takes you then i hope it takes me too
- bunnies and kitties
- an attempt to describle the indescribable
- you can have it all, my empire of dirt
- i'm not here, this isn't happening
- the cruel, uneventful state of apathy releases me
- a prayer
1 Comments:
it wasnt that bad. i just like to write it out. in simple terms. just a subconscious thing. my dreams cant handle everything thats going on up there ; )
hope you are feeling better. today. im off to take the final exam of THE backman soon!
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